Six So Soon: Happy Birthday Sweet Hannah!

Six.  How did we arrive at this point?  Didn't we just celebrate five?  Six is so old-- so "girl" and not "little girl."  I remember six, so as your mommy this day is weird and bittersweet.  I am happy to see you growing and changing, blossoming, and becoming . . . but SOOO sad to see your "babyness" slip away.  Sometimes I am stunned by your independence-- forgetting that you are no longer two or three, and needing me to help you in every way, and I am sad.  On the other hand, I love that we are able to have real conversations--discussing everything from the gospel to cooking or literature.  I was selfishly disappointed when not long after your fifth birthday you gave up your nap.  Nap time was my time-- a few moments of alone to clean in silence or catch up on any number of things.  Now I think of that time with you (while the little girls nap) as a gift from God.  I am enjoying our special time-- getting to know your heart and thoughts.  You are an amazing little girl.  Your spunk and the passion with which you do everything is contagious and inspiring.  I love that you can be super silly but also very serious.  I love that you don't get embarrassed, that you converse with adults as if you were their equal, and that you look people in the eye when you talk with them.  You have the gift of hospitality and I am learning from you as you graciously and genuinely welcome people into our home and your life.  Daddy and I are thrilled that you are asking good and thoughtful questions about the gospel, that you are praying for God to be at work in your heart and life and ultimately save you.  I can't wait and earnestly pray for that day.  We love you and thank God for you Hannah Banana.  You are a gift from God!!!  Happy 6th Birthday!